the pain is knowing that you're right for each other,
just not right now <3
++ dawson's creek
I want you so bad. Okay there.
I admitted it. Are you finally happy?
I admit that I fell hard for you.
Harder than i've ever fallen in my life.
& you weren't there to catch me.
the paramedics say,
"isn't it a shame?"
such a pretty girl
did such an ugly thing
&& she laughs at all the rumors she hears about herself..
because she loves to hear those desperate attempts.
to bring her down.
There is always going to be
that one awkward moment,
when you walk by that person
& remember all that you once had.
oh yes, the past can hurt,
but the way that i see it-
you can either run from it
or learn from it. -- the lion king.
We tell lies when we are afraid, afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
she's the type of girl that can be so hurt -- but
can still look at you and smile;; the type of girl
who is willing to brighten your day -- even if
she cant manage to brighten her own
Its knowing you're
so close,
the best of friends,
and yet,
he doesn’t want you,
and he's all you've ever
dreamed about.
I live in a word of people pretending
to be something they're not. But when
I talk to you, I'm the girl I want to be.
I can't talk to you anymore. It's not
that I'm mad at you. It's just that when
I talk to you I realize how much I love you,
and when I realize how much I love you, I
realize I can't have you, and that just
makes me love you even more.
& it's no big deal,
so i wasn`t good enough for you,
i`ve never been good enough.
not for anything, or anybody
my whole entire life.
dont be friends with people who
change you to someone your not.
be friends with the people who'd be crazy with
you because thats the real you.
now thats true friends.
1 0 F A C T S
height: like 5ft??
hair color: blonde
hair length: mediumish
hair style: straight and down?
eye color: green
shoes size: 7?
peronality: umm i think im outgoing
style: just to be me
happy with yourself: hell no
1 0 L I F E
Hows life? ehh not great?
Whats your mood right now? kinda mad..and sad
What are you doing as we speak? talking to dakota and listening to music
How was your day? it sucked
What are you doing over the weekend? umm haha..lyssa and me did stuff..
Whats something you look forward to in the future? do i have a future?
What color is your life? almost black..it can be colorful though
1 0 L O V E L I F E
Have you ever been in love? ohhh yes
Do you believe in love? umm yeah..duh
Why did your last real relationship fail? i wish i knew..
Have you ever had your heart broken? yupp.. twice
Have you ever broken someones heart? yeah..mistake right there..
Have you ever fallen for your best friend? umm a guy friend..yea
Are you planning on getting married? if i make it
Are you afraid of committment? nope
1 0 R A N D O M S
One thing sitting next to you: bag of gummy bears
Something you miss: lets just say..how things used to be..
Do you like the color purple? hell no
How many cds do you own? a lot
Longest phone conversation: like 12 hours
What is your most prized posession(s)? prolly my friends
Whos your closest relative? my cousin jessica
If you could go anywhere, where would it be? in his arms
What is your favorite gift that you have recieved? my 6 pound bag of gummy bears
1 0 T H I S O R T H A T S
pepsi or coke? coke
cd or radio? cd
tommy boy or black sheep? tommy boy
saturday or sunday? saturday
single or taken? single... for now
colored or black and white? black and white
white shoes or black shoes? black
fall out boy or the used? FALL OUT BOY!!
phone or in person? person
1 0 FA V O R I T E S
car: 69 mustang
tv show: family guy//jimmy neutron
movie: night mare before christmas//beauty and the beast
color: green
sport: track//basketball
Saying: id bang that!! << lol
mall: oak park
music genre: rap//rock
1 0 H A V E Y O U E V E R S
Have you ever been arrested? nope
Have you ever fought someone? nope..but close to it
Have you ever skinny dipped? UHH..YEAH
Have you ever gone streaking? YEAH...lmao
Have you ever done something you regret? ...no
Have you ever bungee jumped? no
Have you ever been on a house boat? yesssss
Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker? yes
Have you ever wanted someone so bad it hurts? hurts..more like fucking kills you
Well thats it for now. I might add some other things later. So leave comments.
But I'm really starting to like someone.. a lot..
<33 Cecily
. Wow I love that boy. Brooke and me got to dance with poles which was the best. 
Kind of at the end there were a lot of slow songs and of course i danced with Hunter. And I gave Nick his orange and green gummy bears. But he didn't bring me any cheezits. 